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Kaylea Cross

Dear Mom…

Mother’s Day is only a few months away, and I just received this submission request from a dear (and insanely talented) friend. The rules are simple. She wants letters written to your mother, telling her about your special bond with the woman who gave you life. Maxiumum word count is 350 words, so for us writers, that’s nothing! Final entries will be read by an actor during the show, and perhaps later might be included in an anthology. You can see the link here.

I’m planning to send in an entry to my mom, and I hope it will tug on more than a few heartstrings because both of us barely survived my birth, and I was so premature I spent the next three months in an incubator. Neither of my parents could touch me for weeks afterward. The best they could do was to reach through the incubator with latex gloves on and stroke my fragile little limbs with their fingertips. Makes me tear up just to think of it. I can’t imagine not being able to hold your baby.

My mom said people would stop and stare at me in the nursery and cover their mouths in horror, or say “Oh, that poor little thing…”. Yeah, it was pretty bad. I looked like a skinned rat, and weighed just over three pounds. Nowadays some premies weigh just over a pound and turn out just fine, but 35 years ago being over two months premature was a very dicey situation. Until about two months after my birth my parents both still expected to lose me, but I’m a lot more stubborn than that! And here I am. Take that, world!

Even if you don’t enter the contest, please tell your mom how much she means to you. You wouldn’t be here without her.

Belly Dance: Not Just For Greek Restaurants

By now if you’ve been reading my blog you know what a research nut I am. My second release is due out next month, and I thought I’d share some research I did for Cover of Darkness. It features a Navy SEAL, so of course I devoured about a half dozen books on SEAL training and past missions, including Lone Survivor, which is still one of my favorite books. The heroine is Bryn, from Out of Her League. She’s half-Lebanese, and moonlights as a belly dance instructor when she’s done her day as a social worker. I was already pretty familiar with her from writing the first book, but I knew squat about belly dancing other than what I’d seen at Greek restaurants. So, naturally I signed up for classes. Turns out there are different kinds of belly dance, but I started with cabaret style, the kind most people are familiar with.

I started my classes about a month or so into the drafting phase, and I loved it. Loved. It. My second son was only eight months old, so on top of getting me out of the house for some exercise away from the gym and giving me some adult interaction, it gave me the best ab workout I’ve ever had. Even better than the core classes at the gym. And there’s something intensely powerful about belly dance. Want to feel ultra feminine and erotic? Try belly dance. I’m telling you, there’s nothing better to get in touch with your inner diva than shaking it to Shakira (also half-Lebanese, by the way). It’s empowering.

I loved dancing so much that I wound up caving in and performing for a while, which my husband loved :). And before you all point out the obvious, yes, I realize I’m in desperate need of a tan in these photos.


After performing for a while, however, I wasn’t enjoying it as much anymore. Too much pressure for something I’d taken up as a hobby. Let’s face it, I had more than my share of pressure during my years as a competitive softball pitcher facing national and international-level batters. Dancing was meant to be fun, for crying out loud. I didn’t want to be stressing over memorizing complicated choreography and worrying about wardrobe malfunctions. So I stopped.

But I missed it. Not the performing, but the dancing. I missed feeling sultry and alluring and strong all at the same time. Missed moving to those heavy, exotic beats and getting a fabulous workout that didn’t really feel like a workout. So I started up again last week, and I’m loving it. I adore feeling that burn in my abs and butt again! My hubby’s pretty excited, too. I’ll be posting more about belly dance as the February 26th release date for COD approaches, but I’m hoping I inspired at least a few of you to give it a try. There are some good DVDs about belly dance instruction if you’re too chicken to join a class. Rachel Brice and Jillina are two of my favorites,so you can check them out online. I once took a very intense one day seminar from Jillina, and was sore for a week afterward. It was awesome :). We learned new combos and layered different movements while using veils. Very sultry and mysterious. In a later post I’ll talk about a Tribal belly dance seminar I took, and maybe even get the fabulous teacher to do a post. She’s amazing!

Today is a gorgeous day in Vancouver, and the sun is sparkling off the water in my little town. After I pick the big guy up from school later, I’m going to take the boys for an ice cream and walk on the pier to see the purple starfish that like to cling to the rocks at the end of it. It’s little warmer than usual for mid-January, so warm the cherry blossoms are coming out two months early. That’s going to look a little odd to the world when they see coverage of the Winter Olympics in a few weeks’ time. But hey, I’m loving it, since January is usually so gray and rainy. And to burn off the ice cream, I’ll do some shimmying and locks later on. Now get out there and dance! If you’ve never tried belly dance, do. You won’t be sorry 🙂

Another release from Savannah Stuart

I don’t know how she does it, but Savannah Stuart (the alter ego of the fabulous Katie Reus) has another book coming out today. It’s called Miami Heat, and it’s from Loose ID publishing. You can check out the blurb and purchasing info here.

In other news, I’m cruising along on the first draft of Crash and Burn. So far Jake and my gorgeous PJ are working out rather nicely. I hope the scene outline I made will help me streamline the process and smooth out any snags along the way. Tomorrow I’ll be blogging over at Writers Gone Wild, because the ladies there have kindly invited me along until they get sick of me 😉
Here’s my pin-up picture.
I thought she was kind of cute, and I’ve always wished I was a redhead. See ya over there tomorrow!

New Year, new book…new attitude

Meet Jake. He’s my new secret weapon in the fight against writer’s block and the dastardly first draft. Along with my new muse (I never name them, because that would just be creepy), this next book should be a breeze to knock out. My old muse was great, but as a SEAL he was getting really restless and bored, so I’ve sent him back to the Teams where he’s happiest. Besides, my new muse is very…inspiring 😉 *Fans self*

He’s a PJ, because I have a huge fan-girl crush on all PJs, and he’s real easy on the eyes. He’s kind of quiet, but steady, and hangs around to offer suggestions when I need them. When I get tired from slashing Jake through the vines and tangles of the first draft, my PJ takes over and blazes the trail for me. Sigh. Is that romantic or what? And it doesn’t hurt that he has really nice arms, too.

This next book is tentatively titled Crash and Burn, and is the second in my Bagram Special Ops series. I’m thinking it should be the AFSOC series instead, since all the heroes are Air Force Special Operations, but we’ll see. This book features Ryan, a CCT (combat controller, which I will highlight in later posts), and Candace, a Spectre gunship pilot. I’ve got plenty of conflict to work with, and there’s no shortage of sparks between these two. He annoys the ever living hell out of her, and loves every second of it.

My writing resolution for this year was not to start drafting until I had an entire scene outline laid out for a book. Otherwise I’ll grind to a halt and wind up languishing around the halfway point. Not this time, and hopefully never again. I’ve already got my working outline done, and all I have to do now is flesh out the scenes a bit more before I start the draft. I guess I did cheat a little, because I’ve already written one of the closing scenes in tribute to my late grandmother. Believe me, she was such a character in life that I had to include her in one of my books, and Ryan is in for the surprise of his life when he meets her.

My PJ is sharpening Jake for me now, so after I flesh out my outline, we’re off into the jungle together. I’ll be in very good hands 😉 Looking forward to it!